Friday, January 09, 2004
I've been a sack of hacky, tossed back and forth regarding going, not going. Money. That's what it's comes down to.
Emotionally I sway from an angry "You can't possibly go without me, this is my project too!" to a resigned "Of course you have to go, even if I can't go. It must be done." I've been overly emotional about it all. Lashing out in a strange child-like manner. Snipping, snotting, snapping, weeping. We have just barely enough to get U there. It's a cruel dilema. Seperate the husband and wife team by just a couple of thousand dollars.
But I am determined. It's not over yet. Still a few more avenues to explore regarding funding.
My U whispers encouraging thoughts in my ear as I write and my heart is lifted.
K
